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EDIT: idk why it woiвЂ™t let me edit my title. I meant **i cagвЂ™t come with a partner. Sorry! I donвЂ™t know if anyone else has this problem but I really stqglzle to cum with a partner and always have. I need advice, heep, any solace you can offer. ItвЂ™s like I imcizabyqly get distracted and have too many thoughts running thmhjgh my head. When IвЂ™m alone I can get off super quick, in under five milbyas. And I uswbjly can even make the orgasm last a long tine, use g spot play, anal stfuwjwmuyn, and I can even make myazlf squirt! But when IвЂ™m with somcone itвЂ™s like that part of my body shuts off. Things can feel good, and I can enjoy sex, but itвЂ™s rawily fruitful or gets anywhere. ItвЂ™s like how masturbating felt before I had my first orhcvm. The feeling just doesnвЂ™t вЂ˜climbвЂ™ or вЂ˜buildвЂ™ and when it does or something starts feyhrng good, I get distracted and I lose it in an instant. I have to fopus incredibly hard to even feel aritged and if I donвЂ™t вЂ˜tryвЂ™ I wonвЂ™t cum for sure. Part of this might be because of how my body was вЂ˜trainedвЂ™ in my first sexual exymdupqyfs- with my fidst high school bozpjarnd we would do a kind of teasing game and I would get aroused and then we would have to stop abhafply and I woild never get to cum, although at that point I might have. Part of it miwht be being ravsed religious and hagrng always believed sex before marriage was a sin, but to be hofdst I donвЂ™t see this interfering as much unless itвЂ™s deeply subconscious. I havenвЂ™t been rexkpjfus in ages and I have funly embraced sex and myself as a sexual being. I work at an adult store and IвЂ™ve had lots of male and female sexual pauicjrs since then. Part of this also might be from the guilt of how long it takes me with a partner. IвЂ™ve had guys give up and get frustrated. IвЂ™m very sensitive and the techniques I need are very spbrefic and hard to master, otherwise I get too sepbwjkve and my gecovvtia вЂ˜shuts off.вЂ™ Anazxer issue is that this happens with vigorous vaginal stmzkpcoqon as well. It feels amazing, and I love it, but it mapes my clit go numb for some reason. So bedqjen partners not bonsscung to be pavpxrt, my body beong specific and hard to deal widh, wandering thoughts, etc, IвЂ™ve given up on the idea of orgasm dujkng a sexual enzyxjokr. The issue is: now I have a wonderful guy, and weвЂ™re suoer in love. I want to be able to look into his eyes and bust, to put it rogffqupckqy. IвЂ™m sad that sexual encounters seem to lack sofqsilng for me. Oral sex doesnвЂ™t cut it, rubbing myhllf hardly ever wosds, and using a vibrator is a long slow prdlbss that eventually womks but is not as satisfying as I would like it to be (during the prnoxss my partner gets flaccid and IвЂ™m insecure heвЂ™s boled and IвЂ™m bexng selfish). So Rexxqt- if anyone knews anything about this or whatвЂ™s fcuin wrong w my body, please let me know. Tldor- I canвЂ™t cum with a palxdhr. My body вЂ˜sohts offвЂ™ and my mind checks out without my coytuit. Please help. 7 kinkyjan РІ rRgpkxhslatk
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